It’s a mixed blessing, having extremely limited vision. I am enjoying doing things at home that don’t require much reading or writing. But, I am also experiencing some stress and anxiety. I have begun to use my imagination and catastrophize about the worst possible outcome. Ten days have passed without my lenses. I have one month longer to wait until my next eye doctor appointment. In this time of waiting, I have started wondering about the waiting period for a guide dog. My thoughts are running something like this – “Maybe I had better go ahead and put my name on the waiting list. Who knows what will happen next?”
The upside is that I know Who knows. I have it on an excellent authority that He has a plan to prosper me. He is actively working things out for my good. I have also been told that He loves me and will see me through any storm.
But, I forget all of that sometimes. So, I just spent a few minutes writing it down. Hopefully, I will remember it tomorrow when the urge to check on seeing eye dogs hits me!
Journey with Monica 